I failed to study abroad & now I'm lost 🚶🏻‍♀️

Hi Lemonades!

The past few months have been rough to me. I've been looking forward to finally study abroad in UK but something changed.

At first everything went well early this year, I've been accepted to one of the top 5 universities under Architecture course for Master in Architecture. I'm super happy about it because I feel everything is going smoothly like I plan.

But everything changed when the sponsors wouldn't be sponsoring architecture to overseas this year. I was dumbfounded and speechless at the moment. I tried so hard by appealing to them but nothing come back positive.

I started to lose hope and feel so negative. I've been crying a lot and started to push people away. To add more pain, I already quit my toxic job on June and I started to lose hope in everything. I'm lost and can't find any way to motivate myself now. I tried searching for new job but nothing interest me at the moment. It is just my brain decided to collapse on me.

Do I need to try again next year or I really should give up? What's your opinion on this matter? Need help to motivate myself again!

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