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I had so many thoughts racing through my head. I was nervous we would drift apart. It felt like we already were, and a lot of it was my fault. It was all in my head.
Obviously I was very anxious. I was anxious if I was going to be a good mom, did I have that maternal instinct? I know I did….I just truly couldn’t grasp that I was going to have my own little.
I was anxious about birth. I was so scared. I may acted like I was ready but I truly wasn’t. I bottled up my feelings.
I don’t think my husband knew how exhausted I actually was. I didn’t sit down my whole pregnancy. I kept active the whole time but deep down I was SO tired. A part of me just wanted him to be like “This is not normal!!” But he was also learning and learning my new body.
I needed him to proactively care for things around the house. When I would ask him to do something even after a long days of work, I just wanted him to do it. If he didn’t, I would do it. But that was normal for us. I’ve always been that girlfriend/wife that just did things for my husband and tidied because that’s what I was taught.
I wish he knew how unattractive I felt. Looking back at pictures I was “glowing” but did I feel that way? No.
I just wanted support with every decision leading up to birth and postpartum. I wish he knew how much I needed him. And how much I appreciated it when I needed him most.
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