Pregnant & Alone

Story of my life…

I knew him for so many years before we got intimate.

He always wanted to be a dad. Spoke to me about having kids with me and what he wanted to be to me, how our future would look. He told me how much I meant to him. Basically, he pillow talked me to death. We slept on the phone together and always talking to each other. I truly believed he was my homie, lover, best friend, soulmate.

I believed every single word he spoke to me. His actions matched too.

Until I got pregnant, everything changed. I got blocked on every social media platform and he told me he would not ever contact me again. Blocked on the phone too.

I cried so much my eyes got puffy. He told me no other man would raise his son and he would always be there for him. Just to dip out on everything a few days after saying all that. He did it so randomly too. A regular FaceTime where he was acting so concerned if I ate and etc. turned into I’ll never contact you again. My heart hurts but I can’t let this man get me down. I already feel so ashamed. I also feel dumb for believing him. It clearly didn’t matter that we have been friends way before all this. I know God has us in the end. Little baby will be just fine.

Ladies stay safe out there. Don’t be like me and fall easily. 😩😭😔

Talk to yall later, I have an eyeball to grow…

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